A morphing moment

In lonely hours I cried silently the layers of pain
Melody inside me was like a whim without fading
The shallow decisions had made me torn into pieces
There was much left unsaid
Much left undone

I went through the story all over again but couldn't find the red line
I loved still unconditionally
But the years had left me asking
Why couldn't I bear the thought of an end

In a morphing moment I whispered a name in vain
Tears seemed to be my only friend
I stood at the window
The flickering candle burnt out
Moths flew towards the street lights